now at the 11.39 o'clock before i sleep i realize something that i am hipokrit you wanna know why i saying like this ? then read this until end then scroll down and you will see the reason :'/ . everyone know that i'm wearing a hijab but no one know that i'm wearing hijab cause my parent told me too but if my parent doesn't told me so, i think i will never wear a hijab and just now i realize something that i wear a hijab cause my parent not cause i want too. seriously i feel so guilty cause this . but on reality i still not ready to wear a hijab, ya Allah ampunila dosa hambamu ini. i don't know why after a long time i wear a hijab, only now i realize this thing , i want to tell this to my parent but i can't cause i don't know how and i think it was too late for me to tell them about this :'( *i was 16 now* and if i tell them 3 years ago maybe they will listen it but now ? i don't know and right now i will try open my heart to wear a hijab :'/ . wish me luck, 

I such a HIPOKRIT

end my writting at 12.04 :'/