Assalammualaikum,
this week so many thing that i've been trough . a lot and a lot thing and that's make me desperate to acting like nothing going on around me and again i lie to myself how unmatured, pfftt . but i'm not matured also so i don't care . i keep holding my sentences that i won't tell anybody my problem, i keep everything inside for away too long until it's hard to me act like normal and i have to act like it's not me .

after i get a good news suddenly less than 24 hour i got a bad news oh my, it's come to fast i just feel so happy a minute ago suddenly it gone . i'm not ready for she to go last time i saw her , she was very happy she hug me tightly like we not gonna see each other anymore . but i need to go on with my life event when the day she gone i got a fever but i must stay strong for my life . i have to face it event it's hard , i just need to look on bright side . yeah, that's right.