yo yo it's something wrong ? ya something is not right and the thing is my classroom and my house . now i know what is going on to me . why i look so despress and tension it's because me MISS THE OLD US and my BROTHER so much . i miss my old class *but i'm not saying that my new class is not happening, it just not same like i had before* , my old friend and miss my old ME but i will not turn back 

to my old life i need to change everything before end of this year :') so i need to be a strong person that can't be weak so easy . ya Allah make my heart become strong . i wish i can smile like i always do, i can laugh as i always laugh . no more fake that i will make :') send me some happiness thing or time to make me feel happy .  Let me rewind back all the memories and i will save it carefully and try to not wish it again . 

Btw how do i look on this picture ? haha i try to make a big smile but i can't. i don't deserve a big smile with my condition right now . hmm, try to keep my mind calm with take a deep breath and act like nothing . bye