Assalammualaikum,

now everything so hard to me, i don't know why i think that something make me not to smile to a person that deserve it or need it. I don't want to make others eel depressed toward me but i don't know why i act like this so I'm sorry because acting like this i really2 didn't meant to do this to you all

ignore me if i do that again, ignore me if i can't smile or laughing to you like usual i need a time maybe for now i hopw you can understand me, i'm not in a mood right now but trust me i don't know why. I want me to  be me again i really2 want it and very desperate . Give me a time and i will find it again. I only need a time and in sya Allah i trust that i can be me again .