they spent time with me over a year. Sometimes they be an annoying person but sometimes they be my crazier buddyz. People can change right ? I think the way I treat my closest friend has change, maybe bcause we less hang out together and because of that we don't have any attractive anymore haha sound funny but it's true. I can't treat them normaly like, between us have a gap that make we like this. I don't want to being a selfish but, only this girl can stand me and treat me like I want. I hope they will understand me but not all of them so I just thought that as a normal thing and I thought like no need to take it serious . If i do like this mybe I right or maybe I wrong but it's up to them what they want to think :D i accept it as long as I can stand with it .